let all the people on earth watch us live in love(:

2012-01-23T22:06:00.002+08:00

would really love to know what am i to you.

i sincerely think that my position in your heart is going downwards.

2012-01-09T00:24:00.000+08:00

whats up with norm and her.. hmm.

just suck it up.

2012-01-02T11:25:00.002+08:00

of course. back here to rant rant rant.

why couldnt i just let everything rest? let everything take its own course?

instead of worrying here and there.i REALLY got to control my thinking to control my mood whenever im with her.

and all those tumblr posts, fucking making me crazy. so many posts are like hinting me to end this.

if you are reading this. i WONT end this cause you know i still love you.

if you dont love me anymore, by all means. im always mentally prepared.

yeah and i really hope we will find better days..

2011-12-18T21:55:00.002+08:00

Hii myself, its the 6th week of army alreadyy! long time since i last blogged.
Well, i have to say im considered very lucky to be in this company and this platoon.
Everyone in my bunk is as good as me!haha so everything is going well.

wellllll, for my love life.
dear has started to say the 3 words to me already. as it's been quite some time since i last saw that 3 words for me. But nonetheless i was so happy to finally see that 3 words again and of course i hope she means it.
she is always working and i hate it when she has no time for me.like this week i only spend like 5 hours with her after not seeing her for like 17 days!!!!!@#!% sighhhh.

and hate missing her in camp cause there's nothing i can do to cure it and its making me sad.
really have to admit that im pretty weak.
and there's not much to talk about everytime we are on the phone, that's what i hate the most.

im finally considering about my future already.i really really want to give her a good life. should i sign on?should i continue studying?what is the best option for me?
i don't have much time already.if i study, i cannot be like the past alr, im already a grown up.

ps. my 4 words: i love you, too. (:

2011-11-06T15:21:00.002+08:00

its our 3rd year anniversary today.

and of course, she's working from 9 to 6 and then dinner at her grandma's place.

everything is getting less and less insignificant as each day passes by.

for her, and although i dont wanna admit it, for me as well.

and very soon, everything will just become a memory for us.

i have less than 3 days left as a civilian, and after that i will be seeing very very less of her.

i am really very curious if she will actually miss me.

guess it will be a 75 percent nope.

i really don't get the point of this whole thing anymore.

if you don't LOVE me anymore(which i assumed from your messages and actions),

then why all these?

i really don't know what you want dear.i really don't.

back to my boring life.3 days left.

love you, still.foolishly.

2011-10-28T19:10:00.005+08:00

fucking hell. she always does that to me. im always insignificant in her eyes.

i have been swallowing all those pain that she inflicted to me.

what have i fucking done wrong?!?!!?!

you are always right, you are always the hurt one, you are always the one whose sad, who needs people to care and all those shit.

im always the one who is second.anything can come after me.speaking of that, who needs me?

do you even care about my fucking feelings?!

well i can't deny that i havent done anything wrong either.its just that nicole always come after me and i hate that fact.fuck.

well i really think you dont love me anymore since i dunno when.

so im ready when you are..

just need to let all this shit out of my system.

and i know i have a lot more shit i haven't let out yet.

hell i need a beer.

2011-09-13T12:55:00.000+08:00

why cant you just love and care for me.more?

2011-08-20T22:38:00.002+08:00

emo time.

my colleague told me that you will never be able to forget your very first love however old you grow up.

i guess i really won't?

now the problem is.. how is this going to end? happily ever after? grow deeper in love but eventually break up?):

if we are eventually going to break up, then why love so much? it's going to hurt even more than it will.

iwanttohaveafuture.

betterdecideonsomething.

2011-08-09T00:40:00.002+08:00

just hoping no one comes here.shall be my v own diary.

hais.just wondering if im being too petty or what.

and really thinking if im the only one giving and never taking back anything.

feels so so lonely everytime): does anyone really care?

being a girl really has so much privilege right?

2011-05-24T02:31:00.000+08:00

i will still love you.

but in a different manner.

2011-05-22T00:12:00.001+08:00

cannot imagine life without you):

i love you ho mingzhen.

2011-05-19T01:09:00.001+08:00

this silence is killing me.

why does everything seems so hopeless already?

N;GKJ1 2GUO 3]06H= haspARGHHHH

2011-04-22T12:55:00.003+08:00

i can take it.

just bring it on.

i lost the key.to her heart.

2011-04-18T23:56:00.000+08:00

the heart already know its over?

2011-04-16T00:33:00.002+08:00

can sense that dear's love for me is depreciating day by day.

the words 'i love you' is heard lesser and lesser.

the hugs and the kisses are also becoming lesser.

i really wish i can have a to-do-list to make her happy.

my heart really hurts every time when i know that eventually we won't be together.

can i take it?

i hope i can.

so i better be prepared for that day(even though i hope forever really exist)

or else i will be deeply hurt.

2011-03-07T14:59:00.002+08:00

suddenly decided to blog.

well.. finally graduated from SP.(hopefully)

i know i will definitely miss this school and the times.

first of all, want to thank all my poly friends that i know for this 3 years.

if not for them, i really really do not know what will happen to me now.

having close friends in school is really really important.

okay.now that i have finish this phase of my walk.what next?

sometimes i really hate making decisions in my life.sigh.

for now, work is something i need to find asap.

then hopefully can go overseas with friends.

wonder how our relationship is going or is going to go.

really have to do something for the person i love so dearly.

starting to feel the insecurity.

can only hope for the best now.

2010-10-11T00:11:00.003+08:00

IM SO BORED THAT IM GOING TO BLOG!

nights are getting more and more boring.

okay im like pausing right here wondering what im going to write next.

one week of holidays to school!

hope we get our project done asap so that i can enjoy the rest of it.

randomly browse my past memories with my dear just now.haha.those messages before and after we were together.and those emails.

i love you hmm dear(: 1 more month to 2 years zomg!woww.

2010-10-07T00:33:00.002+08:00

wellll.my birthday past 6 days already.

ha.or should i say 1st oct past 6 days already?

cause its really A day.nothing special.

hmmm okay maybe a shirt from dear and angpow from mum.

thats all.

didn't expect alot so didn get disappointed.hehh

maybe should have join my poly friends.or maybe church friends.

yeahh and i pass my examss~phew.

uhhh doing fyp at the moment.

hope still can enjoy the holidays as much as possible.

2010-10-01T00:52:00.000+08:00

happy national day to CHINA!

2010-09-29T01:25:00.001+08:00

sorry.

my friends are more important.

2010-09-27T21:04:00.002+08:00

ended four days of work yesterday at F1!

woah.there are the tough parts and the damn untough parts.

me hzp and 2 guys are supposed to turn a prop for the dancers during the performance.

yah.we all thought thats what we are supposed to do only.easy money?

in the end we have to dismantle everything and keep everything on the last day!

i reach home at like 330am.tiring ttm.

guess my pay will be around 400?

return mum 200,yz 50.left with 150 for me(:

around 20 plus to treat dear dinner!(:

love you homingzhen dear if you are reading this.and tag back.haha.

now for my FYP, have to go back school once every like 2 days?really hope everything works.

but tmr is rest day!!!going to enjoy myself tmr first!

oh and im still tired.slept at 4am ytd night.woke up at 10am for fyp.

going to sleep real soon.

yeahh.and i love my mum!

ciaos

2010-09-22T00:41:00.002+08:00

heyhey.

im back here. just thought that i should blog more often about my daily life.hehheh.

im going to work for F1 tmr!the management is quite cock up.last last minute then know what time we need to report..

anddd i dun even know what time isit going to end and how much are we getting.

kinda regret already lah.should have go to a M1 banquet which is much better.

oh yeah mm start internship already.going to see her lesser and lesser..thats life..

feeling hungry now.

okay.dunno what to type alreadyy~

byebye.

2010-09-14T19:39:00.002+08:00

well i manage to come here once again.

was looking through my posts.though im not supposed to..

those 3 years ago.

feeling all emotional, happy and sad.

had a good laugh at my past posts.

well i guess people will grow up.the way i type, the way i think, the way i treat people.

brady and weihao has just gone into the army, which makes me think that time really does fly.

the times when we were at our secondary schools, laughing, teasing.. got to admit those were the times that was irreplaceable.

oh and not forgetting those times that i had just fallen in love..

i was so damn sure that im going to be the best guy there ever was for her.so wrong.

i could have done so so so much more for her.i did not try my best to make her happy.

my heart wrench so badly every time i know she's sad.

now looking at all those posts, i've decided to love her.love her once again.wholeheartedly.

AND those times.times where i was so looking forward to my saturday and friday evenings.

times where i know im at the best place that i could ever be.

yeah those time.had already past.im not the church-goer i used to be anymore.the looking forward to church-goer any more.everything has change so much.

or maybe i just have to blame myself?for leaving them behind so suddenly.

my heart can't feel the love of going to church any more.

i could have written so much more.if i know how to express myself properly.

decided to blog because i want my blog to be a place of my memories.

to be able to look back in the past and laugh at myself.

shall try to blog more and more often.

AND i shouldn't even be on this page. I have a paper tomorrow.

Wish me luck.

WITH LOVE.

qiyi.

2010-06-01T00:45:00.002+08:00

i want to go to church.i want to go back to the times that i can rely on god.praying everything.

but i know that im easily tired.my stamina is too weak.

i can handle the long travels to and fro, i can handle mama nagging asking me to come back home earlier, i can handle sacrificing my weekend and maybe some sleep.

but maybe not for very long.

thats the problem.can i hold on if i go back?is it worth it?

can really see my attitude towards life changing once i backslide that time.

miss the presence.

need a breakthrough.a real one this time.

2010-05-22T00:48:00.002+08:00

the more i look at myself and all my pictures, the more i feel that im not good enough for her.

hais.

so disgusted with my look.

really no confidence at all.

2010-05-02T01:42:00.001+08:00

i dun think i've been a very good boyfriend lately):

2010-03-24T01:57:00.002+08:00

I don't have many friends.

But i'm content with those i have now(:

Thanks all.

suddenly having the mood to blog.cause i'm scared i will not have any mood tmr after i see my results.

i know i still trust in God.

so i really pray that i can make it through this round.

Thank God, in advance.

2010-02-22T22:27:00.002+08:00

feel like dying already.why am i so fucking careless.

fucking hate myself.

no mood to do anything else alr. just feel like sleeping my troubles away.hais.

and why am i still here for?just fuck off.

2010-02-18T01:02:00.001+08:00

i just realised im slowly slowly falling deeper and deeper in love with this girl.

im reaching the stage soon.the stage that i cannot live without her..

iloveyoumingzhen..

2010-01-29T22:58:00.004+08:00

im supposed to blog today rightt??(; heh.

first of all.projects,tests and exams are flooding in like woah.
next week due most of it-.-
so so glad i completed one of my projects last week le.really really want to thank my friends lah.

really have to work hard these few days so that i can enjoy my holidays properly..
on the other hand.. CNY!weee.

realised i haven posted pictures for a longgg time.i shall post something now.

2010-01-07T00:23:00.002+08:00

14th month has just passed!
and 15th is on its wayy!(:
love you :D

buck up qiyi buck up!

2009-12-26T17:40:00.000+08:00

mingzhen is backkk!(:

and she just msg meee!=D

2009-12-25T22:55:00.002+08:00

Merry Christmas everyone(:
argh.quite a boring christmas and christmas eve mann.so bored.
well.at least i got myself an iPhone from Santa!lolol finding hard to get use to it though.

miss mingzhen.as usual.wonder what she's doing now.hmm.cant wait for her to be backkk.
love you mingzhen(:

and i need to work lahh): zzz.to pay back money i owe.
christmas party tmrrr!soccer after that!
kinda sick leh.kinda serious flu.!#@$! hate flu.

2009-12-06T20:14:00.001+08:00

to think i was looking forward to that.
disappointed.

for now.sleep is all and everything i need now.

2009-11-06T00:38:00.002+08:00

happy one year dear(:

cant believe time really fly THAT fast.hahaha.
still rmb one year ago~ i guess i was kinda obsess about you?lol!
now equal equal lahh hor.haha.
hope we go on long long chang changgg~

love youu MM!

2009-10-19T01:18:00.002+08:00

im backkkk(:
quite a fruitful trip overall.feeling quite independent now.lol.
plane delayed so landed singapore at 11pm.reach home at around 12.
hmm.my sim card was lost there.heh.then now get back another one alr..

yahh school start liao..unfairr): like never really do anything..want to spend more time with mingzhenn.haha bird park and food contest sooon.lolol!

i want to do well..

2009-10-07T17:35:00.000+08:00

i love you.i love you.i love you.i love you.i love you.
i love you.i love you.i love you.i love you.i love you.i love you.
i love you.i love you.i love you.i love you.i love you.i love you.i love you.
i love you.i love you.i love you.i love you.i love you.i love you.i love you.i love you.
i love you.i love you.i love you.i love you.i love you.i love you.i love you.i love you.i love you.
i love you.i love you.i love you.i love you.i love you.
i love you.i love you.
i love you.i love you.i love you.
i love you.

i really do.

2009-10-01T04:53:00.002+08:00

happy birthday to me~
hehheh.its the 1st october.and im not asleep yet.have been drinking with friends at the room.they drunk liao.lolol.not me..heh.
first time celebrate with them..quite touched by themm.cake treat everything.didn think they would actually do that u know.
oh well.happy bda to meee!hahaha(: bye guys.love you all!treasure u all even more now.
have a nice day latr on!

2009-09-28T17:07:00.003+08:00

im at the office aka school now!finished early today then can slack at office till 6 for dinner.so now blog lorr~
yayyy fb blog and youtube can use liaooo.woohoo.thanks ky.haha.
hmmm.i try update some pics kayy.but dun have those pics that i cut botak one.hahaha.cos haven upload those.lol.
super alot photos.one by one then.
our first hostel!yeahh quite fun leh there.although ulu but funn!bball table tennis everything.hehheh
our hostel(the inside) lol.so much better than the now. karaoke session almost everyday there!cos freeee!

that place is the windfarm!so got alot of the wind wind thing.lol!

next time then upload the rest.haha or at fb.heh byeee.i go play game liao,

2009-09-05T20:47:00.000+08:00

lalala.monday morning 730am.changi airport.beijing.ITP.China airlines.
wowwww.6 weeks sia!zzz.alittleeee bit too long for me.

arghh.dunno can take it or not.will miss mingzhen so badlyyyyyyy.
oh welllll.packing nowwww..
hope everything will be alright thereee.
kinda feel eggcited also.got 1 week holiday!wahhh cant wait for that period mann.
guess will bond even closer with these 3 friends.hehheh.

andddd.my new boots haven use yet.
hate my brother lah.wtf.
for no reason dun wan play with our team.then ask his friends dun play also.
boycott him liao lahhh.

will miss everyoneee.
ciaos.

用我们的爱把时间留住.

2009-08-21T00:05:00.002+08:00

wowww this is my 201th post..lol.
should and could be more.
tmr's my presentation~ for same sex marriage.check info until wan die liaoo.
after tmr im free!i mean free to study!cos this thing has been wasting my time..zzz.

oh well.
heh dear de birthday went on quite well i guess.
guess if i have more money on hand i can make it evenn better.
nonetheless barrage and steamboat!yayy.enjoyed those moments lahh.
i going beijing liaoo.
all mus miss me k.just gave my form passport money ytd onlyy.
i wonder what time will be my flight.maybe can come send me off???(:
its on the 6th sep.our 10th.on a sundayy.really hope its not like early early in the morning or late late at night.6 weeks!omg..going to cut botak there bahh.a new change.haha.

kayyyy off to sleeeepp.
haha and i cant wait to use my new boots! soccer sooon~

2009-08-15T00:39:00.003+08:00

woohooo~song bo~ got my new boots le!wanted to blog about it ytd.but blogger got problem.
heh bought this addidas F50 Tunit.mum bought it at just 90!original price is like 300++.
at novena square some addidas outlet having sale.how luckyy.

nice righttt.lol.and its super cool. got 4 different studs to change.kinda mafan also.lolol.
what hard ground or soft ground.sth like that.coool~

what will i be gettinggg?omg.

2009-08-06T00:00:00.002+08:00

been neglecting my blog for a little too long..
just felt like blogging.
officially going to beijing!oh myyy.kinda excited and kindaaaa sad?i dun want things to change when im gonee):
hais.lets hope for the bestt~
oh well.1st oct is china's national day!^^ and i think they have one week of holiday lehh!not like singaporeee.haha.that means we can have extra one more week dun need do work i guess..
hope i have fun there mann.

yah yah..exams coming.i knowww.
time to start studying..or maybe not?haha.
spending ALOT recently.it can really scare me when i realised it.around 90 in like a week.OMG.

tmr's another 6..
its been nine months..
wow,imagine that.how much things one can do in nine months mann.
i have not regret one bit with this choice.seriously.regardless of anything that u have done.
and i know i will not regret any one bit in the future.
andd dun you dare think that you are not good enough for me.
lets enjoy every moment of us tgt k!
love you(:

2009-07-30T00:32:00.002+08:00

.6th sep---16 oct.
so long.
the only reason thats holding me back still is mingzhennn~
hais.
can i or rather we survive these 6 weeks?
hope so(:

jersey made today!27!wahhhh super exx.but kinda nice.
hope everyone pay back on time.
soccer this sundayyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!pleaseee~

exams coming liaoo.didn really listen in class.
having a laptop is super distracting.esp during lectures.plus i now can dl movies and watch anytime.omg.die lahh.
stillll..gng to study tmrr.i hopee?

BEIJINGGGGGG!!!

2009-07-16T00:17:00.002+08:00

i have to finish everything by tmr lahhh.zzz.
preparation for my essayyy which is on fridayyy.siannn.
and wtf!my teeth's hurting meeeeee!arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

!@#$%!@#$
lolol.
billiard-ing every now and thennn.just found out tpy one is wayyy much better than amk one lahhh.

school from 8 to 11 tmrrr.can be late for tmr one.sooo here i am still not asleepp.
meeting you-know-who after lesson at ard 1.maybe to the dentist?lolol.
sunday ecp!nicole's bday!but before that.there is the day after tmrrr.fridayy):

oh yahhuh.saturday also a day to enjoy.almost forgett.weeeeeeeeeeeeeee

QIYI!
SIGNING OFFFFF~
toothachee!!!@#$@%#@$^@#!YTQ#V%YWVE

2009-07-06T23:29:00.002+08:00

wtf.
i wonder if my dad can stop nagging for 1 hour straight notor maybe just 30 mins.super noisy sia.
guy leh.nag nag nag.zzzzzz.

wellll.school started..
felt feverish this morning.butttt no fever lehh.
so didn go for first lessonnn.went for the next.
blablabla.
cant wait for the next holidays!lolol.
andddd im out of money alrr.wonder how im gng to survive tmrr.
miss my friends.all of u.

i kinda miss my cg.hais.

2009-06-21T17:33:00.002+08:00

wahhh i hate this feeling..the sibei sian nothing to do feeling...
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.
thats why i dun like to stay at homeee.
parents nag and sometimes quarrel until so so noisy.

hais.super siannnnnnnnn.
fuck.

2009-06-18T22:04:00.002+08:00

i want to go zooooo~
lolol.the webpage makes it looks fun lehh.although i know there will be super alot of walkinggg-.- zzz.
its 18 bucks siaa.very the ex.
all of us like so long never go zoo alr.haha since primary school?

went sentosa with ^^ today.haha.
went sun-tanning andddd..swimming?or rather enjoying the waterrrr.hehheh.
memorable timeee(:

wow wow wow.
tmr is the last weekday of my 2nd week of holidays.
how time flies.i guess most of my holiday time is spend on billiard(needless to say)
almost everyday....zzz.
gng to start studying soon alr.next week.
mst coming..hais.

ciaoss.will blog when i blog.or if someone ask me to..heh

2009-06-07T00:19:00.001+08:00

i'm sleeping my ass off now at home(:

"snore" "snore" "snore".

you're so sad you should buy a happy meal.(: -katy perry/you're so gay

2009-05-25T00:18:00.002+08:00

hello.
straight to the point.
i injured my right ankle while playing soccer on sat.
super scary...
then the guys send me to hospital.thanks guys.
thennnn just went tie da today.alot better liao.can limp alr.

oh yah and i got mc for 6 days.
but i dun wan to miss out on school workkkk.
guess i will go back on tues..think got test or sth on tues lolol.
dunno if i still need crutches to go back nottt..

i miss my girl real bad noww..

2009-05-23T01:33:00.002+08:00

wow..i just realised i didn blog for ages..lol.
very lazy to reply the tags..
so sorry.

oh yahhh.happy belated bday to HZP first(: heh.
hzphzphzphzphzpzhpzhpzhpzhpz.lolol.
cant wait for mine..

soccer tmr..
sorryyy.

quite alot of tests are cominggggg..
soooo better start revisingg..
im kinda addicted to fifa online...
and billard-.- arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

lalala.
im still loving youuuuuu~(:
qiyiiiii

2009-05-11T00:56:00.002+08:00

i so so so so so wish i didn post that.regrets.
im so sorry.
':

injured..badly.cant really walk now.have to limp to school tmr loh..zzz.dunno when will it recover.
fuck la.
amfnasLKNgang{ONo;m

!$%^&*

2009-05-06T00:26:00.002+08:00

well well well~

this day has finally arrived..

i still rmb..

six months ago..

i love you mingzhen.

like i always do.

2009-05-05T12:18:00.002+08:00

helloo.
internet connection down recently at homee.
school noww.
boring lessons later.
found out that i can skipped school so easily these few days haha:P
cos of the pig flu lolol.

tmr tmr!!=D
lovelove!

2009-04-28T00:30:00.006+08:00

dear gave me the -.- face.
actually im dear.
im talking about two different dears here.hahahaha

if you know what im talking about(:

2009-04-28T00:30:00.001+08:00

im very bored.
im waiting for tp website to load so that i can see dear's timetable.
but she dont know my timetable.

2009-04-28T00:29:00.001+08:00

im talking to dear now(:

2009-04-23T08:29:00.002+08:00

wtf.
im like in school now-.-
and lesson starts at 10am....
thot school is at 8am sia.
why everyone know then i dunno ahh...
zzz.

okayyy should have use this time sleeping de.
hehhh.
school was okayy..
just not used to waking up on ungodly hour.haha.
there is always so many ppl in our foodcourt lah!must be the year ones-.-
even though got a new subway outlet.its not enough to fill all of us.us as in every students.

lala.soccer on sunday.hope so..

2009-04-19T20:44:00.003+08:00

dear is down with fever..
hope she recovers real fast.
think she is still sleeping bah.
worrying now):
hais..

oh well.
school starts tmr.
must think on the bright side sia.
or elseeeee i will so be sad and moody.
school sia.
nothing to do during holidays make me feel so moody.
now school start liao.damn siannnn.think of all those work and stuff.zzzzzz....
reallyyyyy hope everything will be okay.
school starts at 8am for 3 of the 5 school days.can die right.
latest also 10am....
i guess it will be real hard for all of us to meet alr.
!@#$%^&*(

2009-04-15T00:19:00.002+08:00

i WAS looking forward to tmr.....
not now.

now i wished that tmr will be....
ermmm.sat?
or maybe tmr just start school sua.
oh yah!cannot cannot.
must wait for soccer.
and must meeeeeeeeet!

argh.oh well.
batam was fine.
23 of us went.wahahha.alot hor.all my relatives went.
its just shopping massaging anddddd... haha got sing k awhile also.

OH YAH!
i almost forgot!
fuck.thinking of it really dampens my mood even more.
lost my porter key pouch a month back i think.lost my wallet on the bus today.
im gonna get some device thingy so that when my handphone is away from me for a certain distance.it will teleport back or sth.
ahhh.sibei sian liao.
fuck sia.

2009-04-12T01:29:00.001+08:00

i'm currently in batam finding a mistress, please dont tell mingzhen.(:
will be back tomorrow.

2009-04-09T01:51:00.002+08:00

aiyah this blog like dead liao.
let me read only lah.
watched shinjuku today.
so happy and fortunate to be in singapore(:
with loved ones and all.
heh.

this holiday is gng to kill me lah.wasted alot of money.
alr set on studying hard after school opens.
can oneeee.
gng batam this coming friday btw.
till sundayyy.with family and relatives.
really hope it will be fun.

and i still cant stop thinking abt my GUITAR!!!
my parents haven found out that it is still in yz house lehhh!and i dunno why they never suspect.
although its alr been one wholeeeee year cannnn!
wahh.the moment i think of it horr.
its a real waste of money.
and i want to learnnnn~

ciaos
qiyiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiliiii

2009-03-30T00:03:00.000+08:00

i guess this is it.
this
is love.

2009-03-28T12:53:00.002+08:00

amazing how some things can totally change someone's mood.
okay im trying not to get affected.
now i miss my dear.
i think she is still sleeping.lolol.

superrrr the bored.
just finish blog-hopping.
cant bare to continue.
i will seriously think alot.
so..
next time maybe.

and i suddenly rmb some things.
those times.
when im at my most down.

2009-03-27T23:41:00.002+08:00

harlowwwwww~
here i amm.
back from the KL tripp.
was funnnn(:
pics at facebookkkk.
alot.

ahhhh.holidays make my like so meaninglessnessly.zzz.
dun want to stay at home.
but if go out need spend money.
andddd will kana scolding from my mama.
arghhhhhhhhhhhh.

lazy upload pictures.
oh yah i got none anyway.
and lastly.
i want to workkk.
this lazybones of mine is so gng to suffer when school reopens.

upload update updownleftright.
soccer on sunday?(:

the wants
what are they?

2009-03-18T22:42:00.001+08:00

im a super last minute person cannnnnnnn.
wahhh.
now going to malaysia with the guys!!
wooo~
for four longgggggggggggg days.

mz is so going to be missed.
zzz..by me.

oh wellll.
will post pics when we are back!
ciaos

qiyi.
withloveeeeee

2009-03-12T01:46:00.002+08:00

zzz...
im falling asleep anytime now.
should i stay up to watch soccer or nottt....
oh well.i shall see.

chalet on sunday was great!
enjoyed myself with those guys.
first time really got myself drunk.
and the feeling is really horrible.
vomitting the whole night.
this will be the first lesson.
heh.

found myself a job or 2?dunno.
have to brush off those laziness attitude that i have.
or else wont get the mood to work de.
needddd moneyyyy.
wednesday how?!!!!
ahhhhhhhhhh..siannnnnn.

2009-03-06T01:04:00.002+08:00

four months and counting(:
love u dear!

wow so much things happened.
soccer in the rain.
frequent trips out.
peifen's birthday(p.s happy birthday peifen!)
'finding a job' outing.

soccer!again!i hope?
chalet with class
kl with the guys
botanic?
genting with family
real soon.heh.

worried about my financial situation at home noww):
hais

2009-02-27T01:22:00.001+08:00

holidays worz
so what?
everything has just broken into pieces.
am i thinking too much?
i dun think so.
):

2009-02-25T12:02:00.002+08:00

alittle update.
heh
blading with the guys was funnn.heh.
had quite a few falls.but not as jialat as brady(who is playing skateboard)
i want to perfect rollerblade.like very fun when u go around so relax.
yeahhhh.

my exams in another few hours time.and im gng to play bao ling qiu with the guys later on:P
oh well.my paper is at 6PM lahh!till 8!like -.-
tmr last paper.and doom paper.
haven been studying.
and till now no calculator!!! later's paper is maths LAH!lolol.
siann.

weeeee..hoildays coming.going genting with family i guess.
cant wait for 18.heh.
and cant wait for bao ling later!!
superrrrrr long never play liao.
cfm cmi one.

in a super relax mood now.and im supposed to studyyy
ciaosss
qiyiii!!
withlove=D

2009-02-22T18:36:00.002+08:00

super boreddddddddddddd nowwwwww!
haisss
studyy..
i said i want to chiong le.
but... i think i have studied for ard 1 hour a day.only.
super distracted by things around me.
wahhhh.gg le lor.
just pray for miracle to happen.
the test answers will drop down form heaven or sth.
bla bla bla.
zzz.
bored of playing games lao.lolol.
dun wan study..
hais.

2009-02-17T20:50:00.003+08:00

wowww.i feel like i super super long never blog liao.
err..err..
also forgot how to blog alr.

1 down 2more to go.
i really need notes...............):
exam today was quite okay.
Thank God

the worst nightmare will be nx thursday.
better prepare.
i dun wan to repeat.the whole year.

argh.i really want to take a break.
just awhile
please dun stop me.

1 day must study at least 3 hours.
thats my goal(:
its good to have goals.hehe.
but first of all i need to have discipline.

i love u!

2009-02-03T22:20:00.002+08:00

know what? next week is my last week of school!!
dunno want to happy anxious or whatever.
wahhh first paper on the 17th.
okay anxious will be the correct feeling.

have been enjoying myself so much this week.
immerse in love by all.
but i think after ytd i dropped into a pool of stress and anxiety and stress and stress.
wahh!!realise i got ALOT to catch up lah!
better start nao. yes now.

i almost forgot God is on my side.
its time to come back.

okay brighter note.
had street soccer after school today. have been playing soccer for almost twice a week with schoolmates.
but today different.this match.although its a usual match,an in-house match.
intense, mind-blowing(what does this mean ah?)
okay just get straight to the pt.
whoever team lose will get $10 from the other team.WAH.everyone so hiong lah!although its just $2 per person. but i like itttt~hehe

rollerbladinggggggggg
heh

qiyi!!
withlove:D

2009-02-01T01:54:00.001+08:00

pew pew pew pew pew
bang bang bang
*roll on the ground*

bang bang bang.

and qiyi continues to sleep soundly.

2009-01-31T02:05:00.000+08:00

qiyi says i cannot blog about plucking his leg hair.

so i didn't.

:D

2009-01-28T22:41:00.002+08:00

happy cny!
still in the moodd.heh.feel like playing mahjong but no time.
exams ah exams.hais. destroy mood onlyy.
i haven been helping with projects!cos i dunno anything lah!oh myy.i feel super badd..super.

cny was quite fun.family gatherings were great(:
go here go there..this weekend also got go bai nian leh.but dun know can or not..
hmm.sunday friends cominggg.hehehe.
i feel so rich after getting my angpow money.but not alot also lah..

waa lost my bro's ipod today.sibei siann.....
now dunno can survive alone during long bus rides or not.lolol.
yayy excited for tmrr!hehe.

ciaos fellas
withlove:D

2009-01-20T00:07:00.002+08:00

nothing to do..
so decided to blog..
heh.
exams is at feb the 27th.
i bet with my friend that whoever pon lesson will have to give $10.
haha.i hope i wont lose.

just finish watching yes man.heh.nice show.i think there will be quite alot of nice shows that will be coming out..hmm.
oh well..
anyway. chinese new year is cominggg!!! woohoo~
he xin nian~lolol

hmm hmm.what else what else..
nothing le bah.

we have come this far dear.
just want to say..
love you mingzhen!:D

qiyi
withlove:D

2009-01-16T23:46:00.003+08:00

ahh!
i dunno wads wrong with me..
very out of sorts..
what's happening?? ):
stop thinking stop thinking.
maybe everything will be back to normal tmr..
this is so not me..
argh..

2009-01-12T02:16:00.003+08:00

sad lahh.
yahyah i know chelsea lose..

2009-01-06T21:52:00.000+08:00

2 months!
=D

lurve

2009-01-05T22:26:00.003+08:00

i dunno why.
but suddenly decided to blog..

oh my.
lesson learnt):
shan't dwell on it.

hmm.didn go for lesson today.went out with brady greg zp amir.im such a bad boy.and i feel guilty):
hais..i feel so lousyy..arghh
not doing well in school,i think this is the main problemm.zzzzzz
make me feel like withdrawing.hais

i will not buck up.(maybe reverse psychology will help)

alittle too late but..
happy belated birthday greg!:D

2009-01-01T02:34:00.002+08:00

happy new year to all out there!
2008 has been a great year for me.
hope it also has been for everyone.
family friends church cell group and not the least my dear.
thanks everyone that has made a footprint in my life.
varying from a big giant footprint a a small baby footprint.
from the deepest of my heart.
have a great year ahead.
loves(:

2008-12-26T16:10:00.005+08:00

woahh.long time never blog liao.maybe cos im lazy..
quite alot of things happen recently. so here goes nth(:

okay first of all my trip to hokkaido and shanghai.
alot of pictures lah.
nvm one by one..
japan first..
sceneryroses(:now for some action.haha.pro right? my brother leh.hahaha.weee.. my turnn(:there were alot of snowball fights during our trip there.so guess wad happen next after that pic up there?i got nowhere to run after that picture was taken.lol.. poor me.hahaoh! this.haha.these 'bicycles' were all linked tgt.and there were ard 30 of them?haha.look so stupid.
we went there as a tour group.woo.was so fun with them.haha.lazy to rotate lahh.sorry.. oh yah. forgot to intro..my 2 cousins up there.(:okayy. we had no choice..have to wear this for the wen quan.its called sauna if im not wrong.and wore this for dinner also lah.like inside only got underwear all those only sia.never tie properly then good luck..

i lazy liao. so many pics..
welll. after that was chalett(:
haha. although nth much happen.. but enjoyed it(: (:

then it was christmassss!!yeahh..
went for service.brought my bro along..nic mz yz and pf went too.
okayyyy.dun want to elaborate what they or rather nic did to my bro.

ahhh. thats all.like finallyyy..
bye guys. see yah soon.
qiyi,
withlove(:

2008-12-12T18:31:00.002+08:00

HELLOOO!!!

qiyi herreee!

went to sentosa ytd with poly friends and then overnight at friends house.
hmm..kbox drink bla bla bla.
but was fun:D

just came home from singing k.again.heh
well.guess whattt...
i will be off from singapore in a few hours time.flight is ard 12 to 1 like that bah.if im not wrong.
off to japan hokkaido 5 days and then shanghai 3 days..
japan stuff is super ex one lah.heard from my mum's friends.
one pack of chips is ard $10 siall -.-
siann.i shall try to buy some cheap stuff for all my beloved friends heree..

take care all of youuu!
esp u dear.
will miss you.
loves

i guess i shall be off to pack then.
qiyi.
with love..

2008-12-09T12:42:00.002+08:00

okay.im like emo-ing right now...

.... ....
.....

i dunno what happen.
i feel sad,very sad.
when she is..

arghh.
i got to pull myself up.
what should i do?
what should i say?

hais.

2008-12-07T00:51:00.003+08:00

well its the 6th of dec just now.heh
one month!! :D
loves.
im missing love again like now..

hmm exams are over.
yipeee! but will be very tempted to spend money lah. zzz.
cannott..
japan!! on the 12th to 20th(:
the temp there is ard 0 degrees.
wanted to borrow some winter clothings from ppl de.
if anyone got lend me kk?(:

wahh will miss everyone lahh.. siann..
presents will all be bought there bahh. i think.for my bros, classmates, cg, usuals.haha.
thats why have to saveee

byee

2008-12-02T20:52:00.003+08:00

arrgghh.
i dunnooo
i think i have given up alr.
i didn studied anything after i came back home like ard 4..
and tmr's paper will be the toughest paper liao..

hmm.but i came across some pictures when my bro was surfing the peirce website.
memories.
and rofl.

funny sia!! hahaha! the 'torres' here.hehheh.zhenhan weiqi chu xiangbut quite cute lah. haha. can see greg brady and kuangyu behind also.lol.

2008-12-01T11:45:00.000+08:00

going for mst now.
wish me all the best(:

2008-11-24T22:41:00.002+08:00

hellllooo..
hehh.
had 5 days of wonderful asia conference!powerful sermonss.amazing performance.
totally enjoyed myself!
but really lost alot of sleeeeeppp.
but quite worth it lah

hmm. today!
went studying today at bishan library.
yeahh i learnt sth today!! lolol.
dear came and find me after her school.
haha.then had a meet-the-parent session.
i guess i did pretty well? (:
hehe

this week is the last week of school le!
wahh stress siaa.
next week start examm. not prepared at all lah!
zzz.
yeahh but i can do itt!!!
after next week mann after next weekk....

why didn time stop at that moment?

qiyi
withlove:D

2008-11-16T12:14:00.002+08:00

I was browsing weihao's blog when i suddenly came across the picture of brady
hahaha.then i had some idea.heh
enjoy.please, laugh it out!!

rofl. look like some eskimo thingy.
heh. happy birthday once again bro.
sorry for not attending your bday treat.
i will still buy u present de(:

yeahh. later got soccer match against daniel. they are wearing red i guess. hmm
yeah again! the sun is shining brightly. and mum agreed on buying for me soccer gloves =D PTL!! haha.

初恋了!
hmm.
i will do everything i can.
to keep this.

qiyi, withlove

2008-11-12T23:51:00.001+08:00

my heart aches
to see u suffer.

2008-11-11T23:35:00.003+08:00

first of all

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRADYY!

bro finally 17 liao ah.

must mature alittle bit.haha jkjk :P

hmm. school's just so boring. heh. but my friends make them more colourful!hehe(:

exams in another 4 weeks. wonder why im not worried.

i need help :(

chiong arhhh!! haha. like this pic(: 决斗!!

hehe.im really saving like mad nowadays. cant spend money buy things liao. i can do itt.. i can resist temptations~

tmr finish school at 10 lah. dunno wad to do lol. think gng out with class mates bahh..

jiayoouu..

qiyii ,withlovee!

2008-11-08T01:40:00.002+08:00

this shall be a short post i guess=P
hehh.

have been enjoying these few days((:
woooooooo~
school has been great:D friends too:D and you too:D
hehe.
Thank God.

hmm
hmm
hmm.
0611`
<3

with all my might, i will love

service tmr!
gng to be greatt~

qiyi!!!!
withlovee~
lots of em

2008-11-05T15:07:00.002+08:00

yeah yeah. im here im here.
never blog for about 1 week loh.

okayy.
im at school now. class ends at 12. wow. didn realised im at school doing nth for 3 hours liao.
its like raining so heavy right noww.arghh.
waiting for 6 0 clock ;)

oh yah. and i just joined facebook.
hehh. quite funn. those games.haha.
new entertainment for me(:

im so boreddd..injured my right toe ytd during soccer lol. dunno why but the toenail is like coming off every moment. and it so hurts.

ive done almost anything i can do with this com alr!
okay not all. last one on the list is....
revise.my.work.
blablabla.

everytime i blog i feel that i must add some colours. but oh well. dunno. just plain ol' black and white will do the trick.
i still support chelseaaa! btw :D :D

hmm.okay i think i shall go be a good boy and revise my work. or rather study.cos ive not been listening in class.
misses(:
soon..soonn~

qiyi
withlove:D

2008-10-26T12:11:00.003+08:00

Ps kong was funny ytd.haha.

lol.enjoyed ytd's servicee(:

and ive learnt not to give ppl surprises.

hmm. school was..okayy..

quite alot of pon-ning though.got to mian bi si guo liao.

i got 58 for my DE. failed my PEEE:(

guess i will work harder this sem..

i really pray with all my might that it will not rain todayy.

having field soccer with the 'usuals' later.heh. my bro's friends.

although my bro is now still injured.nvm. got his frens can le=P

well. weihao is also out of the seasonn.takecare arhh youuu.

my friend donald ^^ haha cute hor? my little bro and my mum bought it in thailand.love them mann.

arghh.why must it have to be you that is against me?maybe because it have to be u to make an impact.im sorry.but i have decided to make my own decisions.

okayy.soccer against daniel's team next sunday maybe. cant wait.woohoo.new field?ref?hehheh

have to prepare to go meet the soccer kakis le.byee.

qiyi.withlove:D

2008-10-20T01:10:00.002+08:00

wellwellwell.
school has been good for the first week(:
but not the results.
felt that i need to blog today.

found quite alot of DOPE songs this few days.
hehehe. musicismylife.LOL.
metallica shall have to wait.hehheh.

hmm.wad have i been doing this few days?
dunno arhh.
soccer today. was raining so heavily! argh. not fun de..
and thats why our captain got injured and need to stitch his forehead. how scary is that?
now all of us got phobia le ;) hehheh.
wow and i also think thats the dirtiest moment of my life.lolol.
all the mud and everything.

tmr schoolll starts at 130=D hehe.thats why im still here now.
oh yah! and another reason is cos my parents went overseas. heh
never felt so free in my life before.hehheh.
BUT have to takecare of my bro.. he arhh. aiyah dun want to say him liao.

okay.
i still cant take things for granted. gng to sleep soon.
EVERYTHING~EVERYTHING~EVERYTHING'S ALRIGHT!
bye!
qiyiiiii!
withlovee:D

2008-10-17T09:25:00.002+08:00

hellooo.
at school now(:

I FORGOT TO BRING MY PHONE OUT TODAY!
lol.-.-
im so gng to miss my phone
and u

argh. like that how to communicate?lol..

思念

yeah. edge meeting later:DDDD

2008-10-14T13:03:00.002+08:00

heyy!!
check out jay's new album here.
just scroll down:D
魔杰座!
i got it in imeem only.
but i still want it in mp3 format.
so if u all got send me k?

in the meanwhile enjoy yourselves with these songs.
these songs are the dope mann!! hahaha.

im in schooooll.
later lessons are gng to be a bore.
but imma gng to hang on!(: lol

hehe.
qiyi!
withlove=D

2008-10-12T23:11:00.003+08:00

yooooo~

soccer today! like finally. hehe won 8-3
woots. okay quite a great end to this 7 months holidays.
it was against my bro team.

hmm. oh yah. must thank my bros for the converse shoes(:
love it.

hmm. i will end my holidays now officially.
timetable is screwed up.
zzz
earliest to release is from school is 3. which is wednesday.
super stupid one hais.

really must study hard for tis sem le.
so that i can fully enjoy myself for this december's japan tripppppp:DD
yeapp.

lalala. quite bored now.
wonder wad will i do tmr after school. hmm

sometimeswehavetomakecrazysacrificesforthosewelove
bye!!(:
qiyi
withlove:D

2008-10-11T01:19:00.002+08:00

hehheh. today gotta blog ;D

saw something funny in the mrt today LOL.
got take pics but cant post. argh
saw a denture on the floor of the mrt.
how stupid can that be.omg.

enjoyed today's cell group today. yeah.
was superb:D

trying to get this super heavy burden of mine off my back right now.
which is my workkk.
arghhh.
shooshoo.

hmm. and i realised that all my money has not been spent on clothes food etc leh.
i think most of them is cab fare,treat ppl and pool/movie everything.
quite surprised though. cos i have been skipping meals =( and i dunno why.

ithinkimfalling
deeperanddeeper
inlove

i know everything will be alright=D i just know
Qiyi
WITHLOVE:D