i want to go to church.i want to go back to the times that i can rely on god.praying everything.
but i know that im easily tired.my stamina is too weak.
i can handle the long travels to and fro, i can handle mama nagging asking me to come back home earlier, i can handle sacrificing my weekend and maybe some sleep.
but maybe not for very long.
thats the problem.can i hold on if i go back?is it worth it?
can really see my attitude towards life changing once i backslide that time.
miss the presence.
need a breakthrough.a real one this time.