well i manage to come here once again.was looking through my posts.though im not supposed to..
those 3 years ago.
feeling all emotional, happy and sad.
had a good laugh at my past posts.
well i guess people will grow up.the way i type, the way i think, the way i treat people.
brady and weihao has just gone into the army, which makes me think that time really does fly.
the times when we were at our secondary schools, laughing, teasing.. got to admit those were the times that was irreplaceable.
oh and not forgetting those times that i had just fallen in love..
i was so damn sure that im going to be the best guy there ever was for her.so wrong.
i could have done so so so much more for her.i did not try my best to make her happy.
my heart wrench so badly every time i know she's sad.
now looking at all those posts, i've decided to love her.love her once again.wholeheartedly.
AND those times.times where i was so looking forward to my saturday and friday evenings.
times where i know im at the best place that i could ever be.
yeah those time.had already past.im not the church-goer i used to be anymore.the looking forward to church-goer any more.everything has change so much.
or maybe i just have to blame myself?for leaving them behind so suddenly.
my heart can't feel the love of going to church any more.
i could have written so much more.if i know how to express myself properly.
decided to blog because i want my blog to be a place of my memories.
to be able to look back in the past and laugh at myself.
shall try to blog more and more often.
AND i shouldn't even be on this page. I have a paper tomorrow.
Wish me luck.
WITH LOVE.
qiyi.
