fucking hell. she always does that to me. im always insignificant in her eyes.i have been swallowing all those pain that she inflicted to me.
what have i fucking done wrong?!?!!?!
you are always right, you are always the hurt one, you are always the one whose sad, who needs people to care and all those shit.
im always the one who is second.anything can come after me.speaking of that, who needs me?
do you even care about my fucking feelings?!
well i can't deny that i havent done anything wrong either.its just that nicole always come after me and i hate that fact.fuck.
well i really think you dont love me anymore since i dunno when.
so im ready when you are..
just need to let all this shit out of my system.
and i know i have a lot more shit i haven't let out yet.
hell i need a beer.