of course. back here to rant rant rant.why couldnt i just let everything rest? let everything take its own course?
instead of worrying here and there.i REALLY got to control my thinking to control my mood whenever im with her.
and all those tumblr posts, fucking making me crazy. so many posts are like hinting me to end this.
if you are reading this. i WONT end this cause you know i still love you.
if you dont love me anymore, by all means. im always mentally prepared.
yeah and i really hope we will find better days..